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Desert springs Massage 628-1580
457 E Tabernacle
St. George Utah

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Snowboarding

We went snowboarding at Brianhead on Sunday, we had a lot of fun and some good laughs. Though the weather wasn't great it was nice to get away for the day.

Kaysha, Jason, Me, Bryce, Amanda and Kysen

Kaysha, Me and Kysen

Me and Jason

Kysen, riding the box rail, what a little stud!

Parx and Kash's ER trip

Yesterday Parx and Kash got into some pills, Parx had one in his mouth, and we weren't sure if Kash had any. I called poison control and they said that the boys had to go to the emergency room because this medication could stop their breathing. When we got there they said the boys would have to be monitored for 12 to 24 hours... oh great!

All hooked up

Food was about the only thing that kept their minds off of all the wires attatched to them


Parx got really lethargic, it scared the crap out of me

Ready to be transported to pediatrics

The ambulance ride

This is about how our night went, Parx slept great while my eyes were glued to the monitor

Kash was happy this morning!

The boys this morning, waiting to see if we could go home

Parx in his pretty dress ha ha

luckilly the boys were fine and we were released this morning. I have had enough hospital stays for one week! Plus my grandma has been in ICU since monday... so we have spent 7 out of the last 10 days at the hospital...

New Random Pics of Parx

He is way too big for his walker... but now that he can climb in it by himself of course he wants to play with it!

Parx walking around in my heels again... oh man

He looks better in that hat than I do


Well it's been a week now since I lost my babies, and it hasn't gotten any easier. I just keep thinking what might have been. I never knew that it could be this hard, and I just feel so bad for anyone who has had to go through this. I am so grateful for my little Parx, knowing that I have him is keeping me going one day at a time. And Jason, though I know he is hurting too, has been so great through all of this, he just keeps reminding me that they are okay and I will get to see them again. I just wish it was sooner. Thanks everyone for your kind words and love and support. I love you all.

Not So Happy Birthday

Yesterday Jason and I went in for our doctor's appointment excited to hear our baby's heartbeat again, but when it came time, the doctor couldn't find it. He sent us over to get an ultrasound and that's when we found out we were having twins, but neither one had a heartbeat. We were sent to the hospital where I was induced, Max Jason was born at 5:28 and his brother Madden Vince at 5:44 this morning. They were so tiny but so well developed, and perfect. We could see all their tiny fingers and toes and little facial features, it looked like Madden was smiling. Max looked like he passed away a couple days ago (thats why he is more red) and since they were identical, and shared a placenta, Madden couldn't make it either. This has been the most devistating thing I have had to go though, but I'm grateful for the time we got to spend with them. We love you boys.

Max and Madden's tiny little feet

Aunt Min RIP

My Aunt Minnie passed away today, she was the sweetest lady. She never had any children of her own so I think she kind of thought of all of us as her kids, she kept everyone's school pictures up in her room. I remember when I was little she would give us quarters so we could walk up to Nisson's and buy treats. I also remember her old blue van and going for rides sitting on the carpeted benches, and going to Thunderbird to swim. She always remembered us on our Birthday, and Christmas, she was always so thoughtful. The last time I saw her she was in the hospital with pheumonia and she had this machine on that was shaking her, but she was still excited and happy to see us. Aunt Minnie had some physical handicaps that made life more difficult for her, but I never noticed it get her spirits down. We love you and we will miss you!